When i heard she was leavin'..was i happy?
I don't know. hmms.
Then on.. my dearrrrr friends sounded so .. uh.. kinda upset.
Now that affected me.
I was supposed to rejoice aint i?
But clearly, i didn't.
Well.. We've spent time together.
Went through the harshest and funniest moments together.
Things can get a lil tight.. uh. the r/s part, that is.
Now I can't really bear to see her go.

If only indifference could be manipulated by me.

Now besides that, parents are leaving for genting next week!! T_____T
damn damn damn. i'll be stuck with my bros. bros who don't bother to clean up after themselves. bros who expect me to iron their clothes!! (how'd i wish i was more indifferent to them) And i'll have to learn how to function without parents by that time.
Like..DAMN... i'm already functioning without a maid. grr.. ughhh!! I want my mummy and daddyyyyyyyyyy.

All rightsss. Let's see how i'll blog abt the experience next week.
Till then dear blog.
Lovesss

i have to get used to returning home and finding no one there.

besides that, i'd have to eat more veggies in sch!!
ugh >_>

have I became stronger or have i turned colder towards myself.

LALALALALALALALALALALALALA.
Either one, I have nothing to lose.
yayy

aha.
substitutes.
when there's you, there won't be a me.
a pointless yay.
yaysssssssssssssssssss

Lol. I'm too drained from inequalities and uh..

spam
spam
spam

He doesn't know me well enough to say : this doesn't sound like you.

lol. that's true. We didn't get to interact that much. And half the time, what I appear to be is just not who I am. it's just what i am. Get the diff? Hah..

So I'll tell you, I say what I feel but don't show how I feel.

yayness. PW sux man. yes.
And tht stupid KFC with no shrooms burger. -_-
lousy loh.
hah.
Yes i still can't get my mind off it.

Ok. Du yao went to write our names on the whiteboard. The queue for our essay analysis to be analysed by Miss Vig. Hah. He wrote my nickname. What the.. Then everyone was asking who that was. Lol. Kist -.-.. when his handwriting meant Kirt. lol loh.

And i told him..

kristyn: it's supposed to come with the fullstop behind the 't'. -_-
Du: Orh.. why?
kristyn: Coz fullstops signal an end??
Du: Oh..

Silence for a while coz miss vig seems to be eyeing on us =x

Du: So do you prefer the Chinese fullstop or the English one?
kristyn: Diao -.-... *paused for a moment*.. The English one.
Du: why?
kristyn: Coz.. The english one's a solid dot. And this shows the end is complete. The chinese one's just a boundary. The empty space in the middle shows the end's just not strong enough..just so.. umm...just not wholesome enough i guess.
Du: I see.. -.-ll
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And I was thinking how selfish i could be:

I'd rather God take me away and make my loved ones suffer than God take my loved ones away and make me suffer.