Not miserable, not anguished

but it's basic courtesy to still smile;
a kind pretense, how phony

c'mon girl

Let's take one step at a go

Okay, Daddy sounded really annoyed and pissed over the phone.

He can get really impatient.

Gosh, it was like a surprise attack on KRISTYN.. Really caught off guard.
well, kristyn, you should have been more honest. Yeah, no future attempts to conceal anything yeah ((:!!!

I feel like asking daddy: are you upset?

But he sounds okay now. Happy & eating. Well, at least he sounds really OKAY, like nothing happened. But somehow, I feel that there's more to it. I shall brace myself and ask him. Later.. hahs.

Will find the right time.

REALLY PROUD OF YOU TODAY!

OMG

Today is a happy day.

Even though I had barely 5 hrs of sleep (okay and I did feel sleepy)....

The market was quite happening today xD Ah wells, a pity they did not carry my fav apples. Now I have to stick with the small, uber crunchy + sweet ones. *gulps*

Next, we headed for the temple. As usual, we prayed and prayed. I prayed for many things. For dar's 'A' lvls this year, as well as for a friend's sister since she was also taking the national exam this year. Prayed for more... Went to bai Ah gong. My mom almost forgot it was his anniv yiks. And daddy was saying how the 2nd eldest son, well or the eldest shld be the one to pray, not my mom. Don't worry daddy,the 3 of us won't be like them ((:

Hah, for once. We were together! Like as a family, all 5 of us. IT'S A HAPPY DAY. So well, I wanted to wait when we were like eating or something to spill the PEAS (I don't like beans), but ah, I couldn't wait. Man, it's something happy! So it should be shared xD

Kor started asking, after I asked Dar abt his anniv. Lol. Not bad. Dar exclaimed tht 31st is bad. Wow, never knew he could be this sharp.

Then..it was to 313! GOSH. The 5 of us at Orchard. Oh boy! It was heaven. Was supposed to buy the fleece sweater for daddy (err and myself xD). But mom ended up paying ): I bought the guy's one, not S but M. So dar and I could share. It's hot pink @_@. Okay, then it was OC (orchard central). We had this slice of mixed berries tart for ei8ght bucks, after GST. Wow, I thought it would taste better chilled. But mom and dad said it wasn't worth. Darren wanted Chicago! Gosh, too gelat lah. Lucky kor was feeling gelat too. (we had AWESOME adam's no.1!!! nasi lemak) ...

okay i think tht's enough. I'm feeling sick again. Like yesterday. Not that SICK sick, but..food-sick. Yucks, I tell you that sucks.

I'm really excited for tmr ! ! ! ! !

Yeah I saw fireworks. At my place. Incredible.

2009 has been tough. But I enjoyed it. The best year, I believe.

Shared the first few minutes of 2o10 with mom (: Well, half the time I was watching the fireworks intently alone. Hah, it was good. Everything was and will be.

Happy New Year dear blog! Will miss you certainly very much.