failed my first gp essay.
broke the rules unknowingly.
received a white slip.

How exciting can life get man.

Especially when I hardly even care.

This can't go on any further.
Time to put a fullstop to such indifference.

death's designs.

bloody mind. eek.

Anyway, am i starting to lose myself?
Completely lost in the world of masks.
Sometimes. Only sometimes. Just sometimes.
I'm not sure if that's a facade.

GG.

yay.

i've let go.

Of the joke. yay again. That joke shall become history. A memory worth keeping and recollecting. yay. Come to think of it, only have myself to blame . But I've crawled out of the hole! Yay. Despite it being a horribly deep one and myself being vertically challenged. I did it.
yay.

one burden less.
+
no more consuming myself.

letting go has been difficult. but i'm pro! WAHA.
Yay. All thanks to dear blog and myself and myself and myself.
lols. And of course!! my beloved tuk tuk!

My brother sux! yay.
Is he just tht lazy to even use his brain?
Or is his mind somewhere else?
Dude! Its e math. yay.
Oh god. Sum of Angles in a triangle = 36o deg.
How funny.
Blur pig seh.
Lost his focus..and he's trying to get it back.
Yay. I'm helping him do that.
By constantly chiding him.
yay.
I'm still his beloved + one and only sister.
yay.

I LOVE TUK TUKKKK.

YAY.

I LOVE 09SO6N. YAY.

like finally.
I'm home and blogging!

Whees...dear blogggggggggggggggggggggggggggg... T_T
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It has been a rough week.

Indeed. Creating something out of practically nothing.

What a joke eh?

Digging a hole was your fault. WAlking right into it is mine.

Oh god... How I wish I couldn't bring myself out of it. Like.. KNRS!! Climb outta it now.
I'm sure.
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False hope. Feels cheated and being used.
Lol.. I know I shouldn't be feeling that way. But.. To add on.
Feelings weren't taken into consideration. Of course they weren't.

Though the context is entirely different,
My kinda situation is like..
Mass media making the educated feel they're educated.
Totally wrong noun there. But..in the same kind of predicament I believe.
__________ making _______ feel ___________ . Aha. Fill in the blanks.
Nah..don't be so wu liao yeah.

It's like..a subtle influence. Something so subtle you won't even know it's changing you and making you clogged with thoughts and Qns waiting to be ans-ed like..NOW.

This whole joke made me think I think that i think I... And so it carries on with a final outcome which I shan't reveal.

Aha. It's so insignificant anyway. Don't bother guessing coz it's just so unimportant.

Made me so emo for the past week. Tsk tsk. If only I hadn't allowed it.
Like talk normally so the friendship doesn't sink.
If only I hadn't bothered.
Well.. I need some tuning back to the mugging. To the correct frequency.
Just plain wishful thinking that the joke was reality.

Well.. I'd prefer it this way.
Without boundaries.
How.. free.

Just a reminder;
Guys and girls are really from two completely different worlds, with extremely different reactions, thoughts, feelings to the same situation/scenario.

Oh god oh god. Dear bloggggggggggggggggg!!!
Pissed, angry..they aren't the only adjectives that could be used.
Pissed with myself.
Angry at myself.

Upset really makes up the big picture.
Hurt?

Probably. To be like..the sacrificial product to entertain just that bunch of pple. FOC. Well, they've earned it.