Righty. Got to make this fast.
Hmm, just wanna blog about saturday.
Aha, my day started off bad.
With mummy forgetting she had to see my teacher, that isn't really nice of her.
But I understand, so I had to cancel my appointments with both science teachers
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Well, Ms salina was alright I suppose, I've improved for Econs big time! Who to thank?
Mr Fock? Ah.. Myself! HEE.. nah jk. I don't need to get to the top. I'm contented with just a bit of improvement ((:

Oh, and then PW was a disaster. As usual, that idiot who said he wanted to get things done quick..sort of promising to be 'efficient' turned out to be the most super ineff. WHAT THE HELL. he pissed me off with his bluntness, just when the world came crashing down (no lah, not so extreme..but the idea's there xD)..
Seriously he.. isn't nice. Not at all.
Even though after having the impression that I was 'emo', he came running back to check if I was ok.

i felt super super..more pissed?! LOL.
he's just so.. crappy. But yeah, although I appreciated his gesture, it kinda turned me off a lil'. Still, THANK YOU VERY MUCH.

And then, there's dy. Well, sweet person I suppose.
And he kinda freaked me out while I went to fill my bottle. He was absolutely right. Spot on.
His 'gift'. HE could feel I was somewhat emo. I wonder how he knew that, but I had a hard time concealing it. In front of him? Difficult.. I appreciate his concern as well.
but sometimes, people just need to be alone. Doubt they know that.

Well, I'm sure not as weak as they think I am. If they even think so.
Gtg now, bye dear blog!

Ah yes.
I'm finally blogging again..really wanted to blog over the weekend.
Frustration put me off.
A dinner with the supposedly besties turned out well.. not what I was looking forward to.
Just when I finally got myself to be nice, she just ruined it all for me.
She's selfish. That doesn't mean I'm not. This just teaches me something; shut up.
I shall adhere then, to this unexpected lesson learnt. Reflection.. ah yes. I'm very very reflective today.

Talked to 2 of the second-intakers. Rather unanticipated. RUBE-... lol. Yes, fortunately he was there to hear me out coz I really needed that. Hope that he won't see me as some freak trying to sort things out with myself + hope he won't find my said-aloud reflections annoying. Damn, now i've spilled so much out. Revealed bunches... it's not mysterious anymore. AND I FEEL EXPOSED. Grr... IN A FREAKIN' UNPLEASANT WAY.

And yes, I'm vengeful. Thanks for that peeps, denigration - again.

TO KRISTYN:
CONTROL YOUR IMPULSIVITY.

Hah, like what Mr Chan used to tell Audrey. Yes, and that means.. I'd have to crawl back into my lil' shell. It so isn't a sanctuary. I wonder if I'd be able to achieve that... Let's see (: No, it isn't going to be a pretense, of course not. It's about controlling my emotions right? YES GIRL YES! TADA... Hope it works.

SELF-RESTRAIN FTW.

LABEL -> REFLECTION -> ACTION => vicious cycle

Ok.
Promos are over. And I've been wasting time.. Sad huh. Have to start doing chem assessment chapter by chapter..plus physics. Sigh.. I've been shopping.. Sat... Fri... Sunday? Monday and definitely today. How should I put it? Shopping with others has its pros and cons. Shopping alone too. I ended up spending around 45 bucks today, including my meal. Seriously, Why did I spend so much on food. Grr... I went all the way to sch, then to paya lebar. School .. I was there for 1o mins?! Gosh. But ah well, I have loads of time to spare anyway. Err, I mean 'waste', not spare. Then I went to This Fashion at paya lebar. IT was huge as usual. Got my jumper, had a really tough time deciding. As usual, but it's like half the price you would normally get one for elsewhere. So ok ba. Then headed to toa payoh. Gosh, seeing those IJ girls make me wanna don that AWESOME-LY GORGEOUS sch U on. And their belts have really gone higher up their waist. Besides that, I bought a cardigan for 8 bucks. A steal I tell you! Then of course, I kenna scammed by that ?!$@*&#! shop. There goes my 7.8o.... T____________T I could have bought another cardigan ok. Scammerrr!!! Now how long will I take to get over this ?.. Foolish, asinine! ... And the jumper wasn't all that great... I thought I could depend on myself to make it look a tat nicer or so.. Arghhh.. But it failed. Didn't really go the way I had planned, so now, i'll try something else. Hopefully, it's more ideal this time round. So tmr, I guess it's shopping again. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...

The scolding just made me feel so sick of life. Like c'mon. This is a HOME. Isn't it supposed to be our bulwark, sactuary and just a haven replete with peace??

I really pity those who have to live with chides every day..

He was really really furious... It scares me and ruined my mood for chem.
Sleepy

i will never let music replace oxygen.

Yes, I just feel like going online.
Wondered what to blog about. Nothing interesting in my life to blog about. But then.. ah!
There are many things outside of my life interesting enough to mention.
I know it's kinda bad to just look at those 2 'kids', (okay teens) at the playground.
Gosh I tell you.
The M is like just hugging the F and they're kinda lying down in the hut thingy at the playground. Is this the trend nowadays? Ok, here comes the rain. I am really sorry if I just happen to look in the direction of the mini playground and really just happen to blog about it =x

Yes and I just ran. Vented my frustration. Gosh. New recipes really take a toll on me. The cookies came out not ideal. As usual, and I made another really stupid mistake again. The second time. Right the first, a few years back, I retardedly just baked plastic. this time it was cardboard. Somehow, I fell for the aluminium facade. Aside from that, I kept thinking..what went wrong? I'm bound to get things right the next time. I won't give up on baking the perfect cookie!

And i'm being bitten by the shopping bug again. I'm trying to suppress that (c'mon Le Chatelier's Principle).. let's see..what favours the backward rxn? No money! But I have $ i don't know where to spend them on. Can't wait for 26th sep!! Darren's birthday! Last day of promos! Then can start planning for the Cebu trip. Amitabha.

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right you kenna scammed by me!

Seriously, I really find that I'm super honest. Like I don't lie. I really don't!!!
I merely lie about lying. That's why jy can't trust what I say xD She really needs to learn how to 'trust' me. But I guess huan chin knows the truth. Well, I guess that serious look on my face when I lie about lying pulls everything off. Hee. The first thing that comes out of my mouth (normally) is true. The next thing just conceals the truth. That's why, learn the art of deception.It pays to be discerning enough. It really does (:

I LOVE .. IJ. Weird, i love the place, not the people. And oh! high belt short pinafore length is the IN-THING now! Quirky but yes! I'm so glad I was from the low belt short pinafore length era.

Honoured & misses some dear 4.1 peeps.