I'm addicted to O2ojam. Hellols. But.. Tomorrow may be the last day I get to really jam my soul out. Explosive2 is beautiful. Went to the library today. Didn't do much there. Was playing around most of the time. Used words to communicate. Used my phone to take a few photos. Then I was horribly interrupted. Crap that guard. So scary. Can't even hear what he wanted to put across. Muffled words.

I don't like narrating my day. So I won't blog until I have a bad day. Hellols. It's a getaway.

Got a lecture from Mummy again. Not about you. About us and I. My decisions and I again. Does compelling work? Gosh... Why is it always abt the same thing? Hurt here hurt there. I've already done the most I could. Stopped. I know what I'm doing ok. I've already 'popped' the conclusion twice. Maybe my life was supposed to be this screwed up. I tried to decide. 2 times. I just couldn't live it then. Now it makes everything negative again. Negative feelings everytime these thoughts resurface. What do you want me to do? What am I supposed to do? What is considered right? And what is wrong? Someone tell me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! UGH! So. Do you want me to make the right decision now? Again? Indeed. A person's happiness is inevitably built on another's sorrow.

Think deeply. There are different levels of depth. And yes, there may not have been an end to those thoughts. Maybe everything was subconscious. I don't know. I don't need to.
IcanthelpitifnooneappreciatesthoseIgiveittothosewhoappreciate.

[Shut up]'s never a good phrase to use.

YES! I MANAGED TO EXCHANGE MY UNFITTING BLOUSE FOR A PAIR OF WHITE CANVAS SHOES. OR RATHER. ELASTIC PUMPS. LOLS.

Time's running out. Let me live this week slowly. Before I return to that extreme pace again.

The silence between people can actually kill the weak heart. Cracks it. And it goes ''piang''. Lols..

Sometimes. Words are better left unspoken. If telepathy exists between the both of you, you don't even need communication to converse. Silence can actually be merciful. Well. One thing's for sure, it's peaceful when you're alone. But when there are people around you and even the drop of a pin could be heard. Now that's scary.

Facts can never be challenged.

Yes I'm turning sixteen soon. But that doesn't mean I can't be young at heart. Ugh. >_>

I shall Depend on myself. Instead of constantly relying on others. Ughss.

Taz.

Okaye. My anger can't last that long. Yes. I was angry with you. From the time I slept yesterday till this afternoon. Ha. But I am not now.

Yes. I am talking to myself. Because apparently, the other party aint paying much attention. So. Technically, I am talking to myself. Another reason for anger to build up within me.

Okaye. Recount of today's events. Grandma's looking much better. She's cute. XD So is Ah gong.
Yeah. Nard bought belts for darren and I. Thx dude. I was deciding between the plaited one and the boyish one. Of course. The latter. Lol. 5 bucks each. But still. I needed a belt for it's main purpose.

THANK YOU NARD! FOR THE KUNG FU MILK TEA. THE PEARLY SOYABEAN MILK. THE BELT. AND YEAH. THX BRO! =D
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I think. What makes relationships last long is the fact that perfection doesn't exist. The occasional disagreements. The pining. The rows. The.. disapproval of the other party's actions. To sum up. Imperfection.