tags; can't get back up

"All I've ever done was try"

But I clearly did not even attempt.

Regurgitation, am I stupid or plain stupid or just so stupid?

Seriously kristyn, another disappointment.

It's not about yourself anymore,

it's about your tutor.

I bet he's freakin' disappointed in me.

My parents, though they didn't express any disappointment, will not be satisfied either.

Well, just a deduction. And I don't see why it's invalid.

5% is a great deal, for phy.

FREAK

ok mummy said to work harder for the remaining paper.

But how hard is enough? ):

Daddy said don't dwell on it. Move on and look on the bright side. He said that in a very enthu way <333

Well, that sorta lifted me a lil' ((:

comfort and encouragement from my parents.

they're awesome and that really helped.

I'm glad ((:

I WILL FREAKING WORK HARDER, HARDEST AND I'LL MAKE SURE MY PHYSICS PAPER WILL BE ONE OF THE TOP 10 SCRIPTS. I BET YOU I'LL MAKE THAT HAPPEN (to the best of my ability)

tags; go and die kristyn. It'll be a better day tmr, & be nicer to jy <33

Well, it's all about trust.
Believing others with an unguarded heart?

I really felt love and warmth there, then.
But the next period, it felt distant.

How then, am I able to place my faith in other peeps?
W/o reservations.

Heck that.

Just don't kao bei me.

What is kao bei in the first place??
I have no idea.
Just feels appropriate using it ((:

Tags; I can't stop thinking ''I hate''

wokay it has been a week!

technically more than a week.

A quick update before I turn to the class tee.

You won't be interested in my sch life so we shall skip that.
Ah yes, I almost caused myself undue worry.
The interview results aren't out yet.. Is it because I got rejected? (awww...)
Thankfully, I couldn't wait and came online to check.
Hee, turns out that the interviews are still ongoing. (phewss)
I really want this ):

s-u-m-m-i-t!!!!!

Ah well, Let's hope for the best. Shall pray!
(relief from faith )

Aside from that, I shall stop being real anal abt the milk carton xD
Yes I just got enlightened o_o
Refrain from imposing expectations of myself onto others.
Unfairness.

Tags; rose apples calms the evil weather

If only stress burns calories, I would have been a size 0

xD

A pity.

Well I guess it's time to let go. (phews x_x)

By accepting your inadequacies, it's really all about trying your best.

That is what matters.

This is something that calls for true understanding.

Believe that whether you study your guts out or not will ultimately yield the same outcome

((:!

tags; SO DON'T STUDY