Thursday, June 12, 2008

It was enlightening.
Yes. Maybe some people just like to be alone.
They've tried enough; to be who others want them to be.
But if you don't accept yourself, how do you expect others to accept you for who you are?
They may seem to be anti-social, self-centered and just another loner.
Maybe..
I should acknowledge that nothing's really wrong with him.
I should ought to stop what I've been thinking, abt him. All the negative stuff x_x
When really, it's just his nature.

我无需认同但需理解. Shao's words of wisdom.

Hah. That wasn't really my purpose of blogging now.
But I just can't seem to rmb the unhappiness?
Ah wells.
Right, the convo brought me back here.

And now, tada!!

Maybe it's not wrong anynore. It never was right. Neither should it be vilified by our morals, if we have any. I don't have to accept what they're thinking and feeling. I'd just have to understand that.. at the end of the day, what matters the most is that they're happy. Afterall, different people have different OB markers. I'm glad that she's happy doing what she's doing. Even if I still think it isn't very correct.. Maybe time will change all that.

As for me, I'm still trying hard to deny instead of escaping. Are they the same?
Maybe it isn't denial, it's what my heart speaks. It's the truth!!
So well, I shouldn't be bothered by me thinking what I think is true, when actually, it's nothing but an invisible wall. No.. no wall dude. Just nothing. NOTHING. Get it?

Ya know, sometimes, the more you think about something that doesn't exist, something that just aint there, the more it starts to form and just begin to appear like it exists, when actually it doesn't. understand? Hah.

Taz and great night.

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