OK. I AM STRESSED. LIKE FOR ONCE I CAN REALLY FEEL THE STRESS COMING TO ME..PENETRATING MY CELLS AFTER CTs.

Everything seems to be toppling on me, and I just have to blog it all out.
This week is hectic and long. Plus little sleep.
Seriously, I can't understand where he's coming from. In fact, I'm damn pissed with him for making me do things. Lol. Ok fine. I shall try my best?! BUT Why is he coming up with all these UGH stuff and pple have to do those sub UGH stuff? Ok, I'm not gonna apologise if you can't understand what I mean. Lol. Jk (:

And 2, I have unfinished business. Like loads of 'em! And more is piling. Like what the.. But thanks BJ for that fish necklace. It's very sweet of you. Lol. but I doubt he'll ever come across this. Ok, I suppose the minor conflict we had is kinda resovled, because he's finally opening up.
But that's not the point. the point is! I have uncompleted Math, which I CANNOT do. I have econs and chem to go through, which I haven't really done so. And my dear bro kinda dragged me to sing K with him like.err..TODAY?! Really fish man.. I wonder..am I condoning him? It was the most unbearable K experience in my entire 16 years 7 months 9 days 22 hours 17 minutes 55 seconds on Earth. Still, I can't get Physics! Fly told me..CHILL. Ok, I listen to him. (only for phy)

No. 3, I need to do PW research! Why am I doing it? I really wish I could pass this burden on to the other members. Why did I volunteer to do it at first? btw, it's done. Just that I copied and pasted everything without reading it coz i just don't feel like reading anything now, except words i'm typing.

4,.. wht's 4?! I'm just so tired. Like I'm not exactly ok with doing things I just don't have the aptitude for. Esp art related stuff. God oh God. And I curse myself for using vulgarities. Dy told me to stop swearing. I'm a lady!! Ok. Girl. But nothing very very very bad came out. Just the normal stuff I speak.. multiplied by infinity..tht's why everything I said started becoming pretty vulgar. As if I'd wanted that.

5; I still can't view DY's blog. Like I've tried for a few hours but my efforts came to a nought.

Brain: SEE!! I told you not to care alr. Why should you even bother trying when it's so annoying and it makes you feel.. screwed? Why do you even care and want to know?
ME: I'm curious lah dey. like uh super. I wanna know who his gf/crush/bf is . Hot news eh.

well, I guess I will never find out.

I WANNA SLEEP ALL THE BAD STUFF AWAY. but tmr when i open my eyes..no wait. even before that..when my brain is switched on, everything will start to rush to me.. the stress will be there again. Tmr. Until I get it done.

Ok i'm going through chem. It'll make me sleep.