FACED WITH A MORAL DILEMMA NOW.
DAMN LAH.
I SHOULD HAVE BEEN MORE CAREFUL.
GOSH. THINGS TODAY DIDN'T GO WELL. NOT AT ALL.
SCREW THAT @#@!#~!#$# PERSON.
Isb is right. Dao him. really an A double S. ughhhh!!!
Heck him!!!! How I wish i could.
The way it came to me; i could really just feel he meant i was completely hopeless. screw my ROS.
I have a lot inside me to deal with right now.
Haven't seen my mum for 3.5 days alr. Only heard her voice yesterday.
Pathetic me.
Have been mugging. Only form of recrea.
I'm always alone at home. WHY??!
And now I have to find lil' bro coz he's MIA-ing after his XXXXXXX surgery.
Amen and bye bye.
Thursday, May 29, 2008
Monday, May 26, 2008
Sunday, May 25, 2008
Why does such a happy day have to end up so miserable?
God doesn't like kristyn to be happy till the end.
He brought her up to the 18th floor and made her fall.
She fell, sank deep.
Went beneath the ground.
It was hard, concrete. Slammed.
She's incoherent now.
That wave of misery and undue guilt had slapped her real hard.
(不知者无罪) doesn't work for her.
What's done has been condemned. Denigrated. Vilified.
Coming home and being slapped with (don't you go out anymore) didn't help. Not at all.
But does she care? No.. not really.
Coz she doesn't wanna go for class outings no more. Though she's aware her classmates love her.
She's ashamed. Utterly.
Ashamed of being unaware, of being too insensitive. Just for that minute.
Where was her observant being at that time?
It was in that machine.
That machine - a curse.
Luckily I have bella to rant at. To just get it off my chest. Even if it means for a while. I love you bellaaa. Thank you. Very much.
快乐可以和你分享。痛苦由自己承受就足够。
No, i'm not gonna share it. Not with you.. Once again. I'm sorry for being so selfish. Even though friends are supposed to be there for one another. Good and bad times. The latter just doens't work for me.
If only (sorry) would help.
It doesn.t
God doesn't like kristyn to be happy till the end.
He brought her up to the 18th floor and made her fall.
She fell, sank deep.
Went beneath the ground.
It was hard, concrete. Slammed.
She's incoherent now.
That wave of misery and undue guilt had slapped her real hard.
(不知者无罪) doesn't work for her.
What's done has been condemned. Denigrated. Vilified.
Coming home and being slapped with (don't you go out anymore) didn't help. Not at all.
But does she care? No.. not really.
Coz she doesn't wanna go for class outings no more. Though she's aware her classmates love her.
She's ashamed. Utterly.
Ashamed of being unaware, of being too insensitive. Just for that minute.
Where was her observant being at that time?
It was in that machine.
That machine - a curse.
Luckily I have bella to rant at. To just get it off my chest. Even if it means for a while. I love you bellaaa. Thank you. Very much.
快乐可以和你分享。痛苦由自己承受就足够。
No, i'm not gonna share it. Not with you.. Once again. I'm sorry for being so selfish. Even though friends are supposed to be there for one another. Good and bad times. The latter just doens't work for me.
If only (sorry) would help.
It doesn.t
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