enervated



tags; friday will be a better day

Why does it feel so different?

Is it me or is it them?

well, unquestionable that it takes 2 hands to clap in a relationship (of any kind)

Tags; comfort for kristyn

i'm not

i'm not

i'm not

going to return to the past me

i shall keep this alive, for as long as possible

tags; circle

stress is supposed to be a foreign concept

well, at least I want it to be to me

t h i n k l o n g t e r m t h i n k l o n g t e r m g i r l

what has society turned me into? x_x
Or rather, is it our education system, my parents' wishes or solely expectations of myself?
this sucks real bad. Lol.

Why is it that I am unable to tolerate a small amount of incompetence..
when I don't even care about being at the top or just high high high up there?

In the long run, how I envision myself to be is really very achievable
yet I'm pathetically struggling with excellence in all aspects now.

when?
Just when will I be able to completely settle for the inadequacies, without the guilt??

Hmm, I don't know.
Maybe because the long term impact can never be felt now.
The short term effects instead, are intense.

Sometimes, I really envy my bro.
How he can be so relaxed, and not tied down by the need to do well..
Well, his sis sure has a lot to learn (:

Tags; b a l a n c e

why is "memorable" frequently associated with "extravagance"?

Tags; A birthday to remember