It was never one-sided.
Maybe still isn't.

Time will wear it off.
Or maybe not.

Wait and feel.

Fade?
No idea.

Uncertain, doubts.

Letting go is inevitable.
Is letting go the same as ending it?
It looks different to me.

I never once mentioned separation.

Perspective. Then react.
The outcome I wished for?
I don't know.

I asked Pook today if she got sick of Bella.
She said yes.
Bella retaliated with a yes as well.
Is this how it's meant to be?
I'm not sure.

I'm incapable of sustaining a promise.
I daren't even promise.
Was it void?
Not completely.
It was mostly filled.
But, as long as it isn't 100%, I won't be satisfied.
If I'm not contented, how would others be?

I have to convince myself before I can convince others.

And this will take time.
I don't wanna be tied down by a promise or a special relationship.
Not now.
There are many restraints I have to set.
For myself to abide by.
These may be harsh.
If I can't live up to them, I can't face anyone.