Hello dear blog,

I'm back.
I don't feel like doing chem anymore..
ya know.. the more I do, the more hopeless I become.
Why am I making mistakes even at this stage?
My Os are next week. Monday.
I cannot go on like this.

Dear blog,

as for my dream, it's not important now.
So.. Just let it be.
Luckily I didn't promise to tell you,
lol.

Dear blog,

My bro is still fighting with me.
lols. He was supposed to visit the gym with me.
But, .. hmm..maybe later.
I don't have the mood to leave home.
I just wanna stay at home and talk to you the whole day.
Maybe I'll dream about you coming alive later.
Ha.

I'll be back blog.
Wait for me..
Back to chem. Coz my bro's watching the vcd.
I'm left with the last episode!
Chiong-ed it since friday.
=x... Luckily didn't affect my preparation for ss and bio.
It was a source of motivation eh.. Since mine was already gone.
Lol.. I'll accompany you for a while more. Till the song's over. =)

Ah gong's still very noisy and irritating.. -_-...
Sometimes, I ask myself..
Is he going to die soon?
He's really suffering.
He can't move.
Can't feed himself.
Can only talk and talk..
Ya know.. his back is somewhat injured.
It's colourful though.. yellow, green and red.
Yellow..should be pus.
Green.. the blue black which is still maturing.
Red..blood and the flesh.
It was eww.. looks darn pain to me eh..
And..his back bone looked.. protruding.

eek.

purest of pain ending soon..
Ah.. I mean the song blog. Lols.
now it's the next song.

The purest of all pain makes me feel alive ya know blog.
Is it good? Ha.
Guess so eh?

Right.. And ah gong's veins.. have somewhat clotted.
In his fingers.. It's black.
And his arm..

Haih.. I really wonder if this is what he wants.
Is he happy? Just lying there.

I miss my grandma.. T_T
Havent visited her for quite some time..
Since the exams began.
She should have forgotten me I guess.
No lah.. I'm so cute and chubby.
Lol. Even if she did, I'll make her rmb me.

I have to go blog.
The song's ending soon.
Cya.