Hello dear blog..

My laptop's sot!
Ugh! The internet connection sucks!
Damn.

Gosh..

笑容没了
距离有了
快乐也走了

from a song. aptly used.
I still can't get used without starting a sentence with a cap.
anyways..
It'll be on and off. So yeah.
Bear with me dear blog.

ya know.. I visit the forum..like.. more than ten times a day.
If not.. it'll be the same blog over and over again.

Bored.
My chem's really hopeless!!
it's turning bad..
phy didn't go too well too..
do you think the O lvls would set those kinda qns?..

nvm.. people stupid ma..

aiseh.. i'm really running out of things to say to you.
i've told you all i needed to let out.
except a few too private stuff.
nvm. you'll understand right?
=)

this would be my 7th post today to you.
i'm good eh?
one day can let out tht amt of crap.
lols.
i seem to be immune to music..
i can't sleep well.
why?
and i wake up much earlier than before.
why?

i'm very tired.. blog..
i have no one to chat with.
except you,
you who won't reply.
you who knows everything abt me.
you who i confide in.
you who.. makes me express myself through words.
expressions? behaviour?
you can't see them.
if only you could,
then you would have been able to understand me better.
and perhaps walk out of the screen to lend me a shoulder.

but all those won't come true.
for sure.
dear blog..
why did i agree on that day?
did i even agree?
i can't remember..
if i hadn't.. things would have been much better.

dear blog, why did God create love b/w boys and girls?

why did he create two genders?

dear blog, why am i asking all these despite knowing you won't ans?

dear blog.. is it true dreams will not come true?

dear blog, why am i so demanding, selfish, inconsiderate, and.. stupid?

dear blog, do you think i'm like this?..

You know... I thought..

Friends were forever.