1. I'm tired. *yawns + stretches*
2. SEI ZEN. WO YAO GEN NI SUAN ZHANG. Chisin. You send my vid to kor. Then he sent it to chaxiu kor. Then KC also watched it on Kor's hp. UGHHHH!!! There goes my beautiful reputation and image. T___________________________T!!!! [Ultra Depressed]
3. MAth today. Lost 12 marks just like tht. Careless + stupid me. Damn. [Ultra Depressed] T_____________T AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! I kept telling myself I could do it, but in the end, i solved tht 2 mark Qn and gave up on tht 3 mark Qn. T_T So does chanting "I can do it" really work? Hmm. Stupidity overrode everything ultimately. I hope it doesn't happen again. Tht's all. I'm devastated! [Ultra Depressed]
4. Chem; Mrs Selvam said Bella and I did well. A1 without counting last 10mark essay. That doesn't really uplift my spirits though. BLAHH!!
5. I shall not dwell on results and exams now. TV's more impt now!! WAHA.
6. Talk to suchy for quite a while today. Talked to KC and Popo too!! Wahah. Miss them! T_T Talked to Vis kor too! Ah wells. Abnormally, I began HAHA-ing. So..should be ok.
.Ironically, I keep telling people not to dwell on history. Yet I don't practise what I preach. Now I have to get this into my freaking useless mind: History can't be changed no matter how much you think about it. The past is never going to happen again, unless you let it. Which I believe I won't, after realising how stupid I could get. Everyone knew RV wasn't gonna come out, yet I foolishly spent 2hrs on it. Wasted almost half of my time for studying A math. BLAH!!!!
.I could have done more. YEs I could. I just didn't put in enough effort during the hols. Guilty. Yes. And that freaking leaky nose made everything worse. Take it as another lesson learnt. It feels terrible. Condemning myself. No wait. I should. It's harsh.
.Time can never be turned around. Time moves on. It won't ever wait for us. So .. Move on dude. Time is valuable. Don't waste it. Ah wells. After saying all this, I still waste time stonning. Sigh.
BYE PEOPLE. BYE DEAR BLOG. T_T
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