I wonder how often do I find myself so selfish..

But honestly, despite Isb saying 'no' to it, I still went ahead;

because

It's almost impossible for me not to do what I want to do, even if it means potentially upsetting the other party involved - selfish me.

Yes I am that bad (:

well, how should i put it now?
My monday night went really well & I don't wanna sleep.
I just wanna talk forever

I love you so very much, my friend