It was really pointless to have struggled inside,

Were those reasons or typical excuses?

If I had really wanted to offer my seat up to her, I would have done so.

& without thinking about wht the auntie right in front of me would do, or how much a commotion I could (potentially) have caused.

Another episode of this may really heighten my phobia for seating myself on the train or anymore 969s.

Now this is something I really abhor, but well, I guess if this world were to be without selfish people like me, it would be a boring place, no? xD

Tags; consequentialist