Dear blog!!!!
It's just so hard to convince myself when there's no trouble calming others down.

The same form of consolation I used on my friends.
Which doesn't even help me clam those crappy nerves.

Why can I tell them that [there's no point thinking and feeling this way now] ?
And Those words just wouldn't even find their way into my freaked out mind?
AHA! -__-
The clouds ain't fluffy enough today.
The sky's blue hue doesn't look as if it'll last.
True enough.


This world wouldn't even stop rotating for one second when anyone's down.
The wind continues to blow.
There continues to be differences in pressure.
The trees won't cease their sway.
People won't stop walking.

I won't stop thinking too!

Lols.

When will i ever be able to follow the words;
dare to hope
?

It's so difficult. I dared to hope and what I received was pure crap.
Lols. I mean.. Nothing but empty disappointment.
And that's deterring me from hoping now.

But

Are hope and confidence like linked?
Do you feel that..If you had the confidence, you'd hope ?
Ok. The opposite.
If you had like neagtive blah blah confidence, would you hope?

The optimists would!

Pessimists would think;
The greater the hope, the bigger the disappointment.
No difference if I were to reach the peak of Everest and fall to death.
LOL.

Whoa ho.

Dare to hope;
A great feat I'd say.