Dear blog!

Sigh Sigh sigh.

My finger feels so fake.
The bad skin just wouldn't vanish. Pif.

Went to visit ah ma yesterday.
Still doesn't recognise me.
Ah wells.
And when she asked if ah gong were at home,
I seriously honestly didn't know how to reply.
Tell her Ah gong's very happy in heaven or not to?
I pondered for a while, stunned.
In the end, I told her I didn't know.

Ok. That's enough.
Everyone's practically mugging!
Aha!!
Well well, I shouldn't be just because of the fact that
my fate's still undecided.
THE BIG BIG DAY - THURSDAY.
LOL.
Can't wait seh.
To know the results.
To know where my ''effort'' will bring me.

The sky won't be blue for long.

Escapism is still worse than making the wrong decision.