What's my true source of motivation..?

MY Expectations?
MY parents' expectations?
Competition?
Sense of achievement at the very end of the road?
Ambition?

blah ah ah.

How random it occurred to me.

Sians! + Sighs.

Less than 24 hours. 17 ++ hours more to endure.

And just now I just managed to gained tht bit of confidence dear blog..
And then I destroyed that glimmer .
Ironic.
I was just putting together all my ''lucky charms''.
Then .. I placed half of what I had gathered back into that box.
All my badges. Key chains.
How .. So..
Oh oh oh. I don't know how to continue.

Just feelin' myself sinking. My being - heavy.
Argh ugh eek.

WALALA.
COME WHAT MAY.
There's nothing much to keep myself occupied.
Sick and tired of mugging and dvd.
Chat chat chat. No one.
Only you dear blog!
Glad you're always here with me (:
[so cheesy]
LOL.

>FC; take care take care (=

Just move on.
Life suffers defeat and whatever doesn't kill you will only make you stronger.

No more pinning on high hopes.