Great. Now I'm sort of left alone at home. When both bros get to go out. I'm stuck with the internet.

Don't feel obliged eh? Hmm.. Maybe I felt obliged in the past. Maybe I still do now. And I know, obligation is not something to be felt in any half broken relationship. Be it with friends or family. If it breaks, it just does. You can't glue it back. You can't mend it. Even if you do, like how you use the best brand of superglue to repair a shattered vase etc, there will still be a flaw. Nothing comparable to a brand new one. Maybe that's how relationship works. Like after some HUGE incident, you and your mum can't possibly communicate as worry-free as before.

What if I decide to break it again? Hellols. Without feeling a tinge of guilt and regret. Not possible. So is that considered obligation? I don't know. All I know is that.. I need to decide. Quick.