lin said.. its just whether you are prepared to give up something for that person and prepared to commit ..

I'm seriously not giving up all that I have. It's too much to do so.
I'm not going to disappoint my parents for your sake.
I'm not going to disappoint myself for us.
I'm not going to give up my studies and my achievements (if i have any -.-) for a relationship you want.
I'm not prepared.
Not now.

The more I think of this statement, the more I see it at the forum, the more it makes me think. I still don't agree with that. Not fully. Time still plays a very important part. To me, it does.

You spend more than a decade studying.
Sit for major exams.
For a better future. To be able to support your parents.
Yet love just hits you like a bus. During the 'preparing-for-the-future' period.
No doubt, I like how it feels.
I had always thought I knew what true love means. Now.. I find myself still looking for a definition. I don't understand what love it. Maybe a little. I'm still seeking.
Time plays a really important role.
That's why my parents always say "you're still too young lah girl"..

How can you give up your education.. your parents' wishes.. and waste their decade plus of grooming you? Just for the sake of.. l-o-v-e? Even if I can find the balance, my parents won't allow that. Still.. I have not really balanced everything out. I'm choosing to stick to my studies. I wanna earn my 4 million bucks!!!!

All that aside, this doesn't stop me from hanging out with you. Lols.. But my mind's still fixed on the books.