Sometimes.. Things don't happen the way you want them to. Your brain really does think differently from your mind. But ultimately,..your actions go accord with the heart. I guess..that's the fascinating thing.



Yeah. The feelings..the bonds formed..are indeed difficult to let go. I can't stand the way I'm living. In such unhappiness..trying to cover this negativity with fakes and more fakes. It's not how I wanna live. So.. I've taken another step. Try to make everyone happy. That's life for you. (:
I just needed this song to catalyse the guilt and sorry inside. To ignite the tears..so toxins will flow.. Sorry. I know I've hurt you many many times. I'm just this indecisive ass who doesn't deserve the kinda happiness everyone's trying to find. Yes. And I am just that selfish idiot. The tears have dried. Bye.