Yes. I really don't get it.

Get what?
Maybe now it's my turn to try to let go. This ignoring thing can really kill me. Hahs..
Or perhaps..I should tell myself this; Maybe this is better for you. It should be. The extinction of me can really save many from heartaches and bad luck. Death. It solves all problems. But I doubt it'll bring away your sorrow. Wanna try?