Everything came and left in a mere 24 hours. That shock which sparked off a series of CRAP was horrifying. Lol? My brain cocked up yesterday. So sorry darling. T_T And today, it was another instantaneous shock on the train which countered that first forceful shock. It was like a nerve impulse. It sux-ed. I mean the first one sux-ed. The 2nd one rox. XD

Met kor at Dover and we took 74 to hougang. Now. That umm..45 minute bus ride was power seh. Erm..I mean.. It was very enlightening. =D Kor's right.

"You don't think to love."

Yea. That has been what I was doing. Thinking all the time. For fish? Yea. Fish. Right.. I was wrong. Very wrong. Yes. I may be afraid of the future. But to a little extent. Everything just lies with me. I was the reason for all that has happened. Those disgusting problems, those tears shed. All because of me. Yes. And I suck. Badly. Big time. Woosh~! My brain's dominating my heart. I'm not gonna let it do so anymore. Never! WAHAHA! ._.

It's on and off. Kor says it's meant to be like this. Relationships are supposed to be this way. I don't know. I'm some inexperienced toot. Ha. >_> Anyways.. Thx darling. For being my shade from the sun. For pushing my head backwards everytime the bus jerked forward. XD

I was selfish.
I was too demanding.
I was too freaking concerned about the future. Maybe I still am. X_X
Oh. And thx kor for teaching me how to feel without thinking. =]
I know everyone knows 'being unprepared' was just an excuse.
I bound my heart tightly with my brain.
I never knew you meant this much to me..
I'm glad I didn't let go.