Okaye. So the previous tagboard was like...under maintainence. -.-...

And my dad woke me up so early in the morning. Grr..>_> He told me there was food outside. Breakfast. So I reluctantly got outta bed. Went to wash my face. Then he told me we're going out for breakfast. -_____- ... Made me wake up so early for fish seh..Aiseh..Nvm. -.-ll In the end, told him darren and I were gonna make our way to tampines ourselves. But mummy is coming home to change and we'll go together. Oh crap! I HAVEN'T GOT ANYTHING FOR HER. I've been cracking my brain cells over the past..umm..one week? Thinking of what to get her. Gosh..No more brain juice le. Die lah.. Anyway, let's get straight to the point.

Okaye. So I do have a motive. Why do my parents always compare my results with my friends? And they're the smarter ones.. -.- Everytime, When I scored what I think is darn good, they'll ask "So what did Amanda get?"... Then when I say she scored better..they give me the ..umm.. that face. Don't know what face lah, but got expression de. LOL. Then when I do badly.. I'll tell them "But I'm not the only one loh..Only a few pple pass leh.." ; And then..I'll be interrupted..Daddy will say "So what? I don't care about them kae. You're my daughter.."

Whenever I do badly, they don't compare. When I do fine, they compare. Wth? Humans are not created to be compared with. Everyone is unique, special. If you wanna compare, there's no basis of comparison. Why blame me? Amanda could have the better genes and brain cells. So.. Is it my fault that I lack the 'intelligent gene'? Hmm..okaye. I'm diverting. Heh...

Comparison only damages the self esteem of a person. It'll constantly prompt him to think that he just sux. Big time. BIGGER. It'll just kill his confidence. And then,... He'll be living in the shadows of others. Comparison is useless. It kills the trust we have. It kills the faith I thought you've always had in me. But of course, mummy is there to say.. "Nvm, at least you've tried right?" ..Which always makes me feel much much better. <3

2 different pple, 2 different backgrounds, 2 different personalities, 2 different ways of thinking, 2 different kinds of feelings, 2 different attitudes, 2 different mindsets. People are meant to be different. If everyone were to be that perfect daughter/gf/bf.. Then, everything you've set for her can be easily achieved. What's her motive in life then? Obstacles can easily be triumphed upon. No kick seh! So perfect for what? Fish? There'll be nothing to be picky abt. Life/ Relationships without arguments. Waseh. Might as well go die. Mei qing qu.

Okaye. That was a load of pure crap. Anyway, personalities undergo 'evolution'.. and changes. Isn't our final aim to become near perfect? From some idiot who knows nothing. At the end of the day, what matters the most..is whether we're happy. That's my aim for everyday I live.
The only thing which doesn't stop changing is change.