I'm back. Cont..

Yeah. A person with all/most of the outsides you've always wanted doesn't mean the insides are as beautiful and glamorous/charming. Where there are good points, there are bound to be bad points too. It's balanced. Like husband and wife, cat and dog. Yin and yang.

Some pple may just be so obsessed with another's gd points and neglect the bad points. Some other pple may also just be so freaking fussy with a person's bad points, and overlook the gd points. I'm stuck in the middle. I acknowledege your gd points but the bad points are standing out. Like my own freaking impatience and lousy grades. Like.. Her annoyance and immaturity.

Maybe I'm just that kind of person.

Okaye. I flunked SS. Now that's bad. Very. Got me moody the first half of the day. CRAPPED up. I'm so dead. I'm utterly disappointed and disappointing. But,..I'm gonna tell myself what I've told my friends. Treat the mid-years as stepping stones. To success during the prelims..and a GREATER success for the 'O's. And..a GIGANTIC success for the 'A's.

And I'm extremely disappointed in 4/1. Today..your behaviour just tells me I've not done enough. Or you gurls are disobliging. Uncooperative. And I thought 4/1 was somewhere there. Where did the strong class bond and spirit fly to? Or did it disintegrate? Charissa said we can never be there. I know. But at least, be somewhere near there. Today just tells me..we're so far from even reaching our goal. Really pissed with the class today. I know you all are fretting over the results. But, it's not the end of the world. [though Ariele says it's near >_>] Have faith in yourselves and just try your best next time. Life is definitely not revolving only around studying and academic results. Of course, academic results are a bonus. A pleasant one.