Oh. Forgot to mention. It's not over. It never really was, for us. =] Kor's right. There was a start. You have to feel it. Not think about it. I'm bad at feeling. Yeah. I'm one insensitive @ss. Lols..
Sorry. I never knew I could hurt you so bad. I never knew I meant this much to you. I've always thought your previous gfs were as good..or better. I've always thought you can get over a relationship. It just takes time to calm down and think logically. And perhaps move on?.. I've always thought you will be able to find someone better, someone who loves you more than I do.. Someone who doesnt use her brain to feel.. I never knew a breakup hurts as much as this. I predicted I would be the reason for everything. And yes I am. I'm sorry, very sorry for whatever happened yesterday. Sorry for shattering your heart yesterday.
I'm glad it's over.. I mean. Yesterday's crap's over. OVER.
For us, I'll make it last for as long as I can. I hope that means forever. If forever does exist. <3