So it is just a facade. But I can feel it peeling off soon..bit by bit. Everything takes time. Like what I've said..

Time heals everything, even the deepest scars and darkest spots. Though not completely.

And people live on their decisions, I just can't emphasise enough on this. But yeah, I love this phrase. Everything lies within you. If you insist on turning left, no one can force you to turn right, go straight or reverse..or fly up..or go down.

Just let this incident be embedded deeply onto this facade.. At least, let me fake my way through it and force myself to believe it will be over. Or..IT IS OVER. Pretense or not, it's up to me to decide. Just help me by not mentioning this in front of me again pls. Thank you.

Why are there so many serums, products out there which can help to lighten or remove scars externally? Or perhaps even laser? But yet, I've not found one that can help me lighten/remove those scars..or at least, heal the wounds on that fragile pumping muscle which keeps you alive. I bet you.. I'll buy it no matter how expensive it costs.