Okaye. So my mood did take a drastic turn. It just did. Yeah. And now, my music looks as if it's gonna give up on me. Damn..

Okaye. Happy Mother's Day to all the mums on earth. This mother's day was not nice. Not at all. It wasn't what I thought it would be like. Kissing my mum on her cheek in the morning and giving her a tight hug. NO. It didn't happen this way.

Okaye. So my mum didn't trust me at all. She had so little faith in her freaking daughter. By asking such a freaking ridiculous question, part of my heart just shattered. I was angry initially. It was painful. How could she? .. Ask such a damned question like that. YOUR DAUGHTER IS STILL FREAKING STUCK AT 15. I mean.. I bet you. No other mum would even think of asking her daughter that. SO THIS IS MY REAL MUM EH? Crap. I know she's concerned. But it just puts me off.

*chants: she means well..she means well..*

Everything is suddenly black. I crawled back into this tiny world of mine earlier. But I managed my way out. Now..I feel like going back in. Away from all these thoughts, all these feelings. What I really need now is nothing. Absolutely nothing but music. Let me escape for a while..